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April 20, 2013
Therapy comes in all forms.....
I have a lot of pinned up anger.... I can see why. I understand why. I am trying to control my words, but I seriously might explode. Fever blister, stress, anxiety.... yeah I fear my up coming blogs might upset some people. Life is short... and I am not going to shorten mine by keeping anger bottled up to spare feelings of those that put me in this state. Therapy comes in all forms. Mines called blogging. Watch out.
April 19, 2013
Not really feeling it.
We have two performances left with GREASE. I am ready to get it done. Not just because of how this crazy and ODD experience has effected me, but because I have other important things going on in my life that I need to make 1st priority.
Not sure I will ever direct another play. Think that part of my life is over. I have been very successful at directing plays. I have always managed to get great plays that people want to come watch. But going to another town 15 miles from home to a theatre... and it taking up so many nights a week and it being so much work, and the feeling of swimming upstream for 8 weeks is not my idea of feeding your passion.
Although I am use to being behind the scenes.. and prefer it actually... I have never felt so isolated. There is a loop in that theatre, and I was never let into it, and because of that, I feel the final project suffered for it.
But, Stars were born! And I am sure they will continue to shine somewhere, even if it isn't at that theatre. Altough I have met some pretty cool cats, I'm ready for it to be wrapped up!
Not sure I will ever direct another play. Think that part of my life is over. I have been very successful at directing plays. I have always managed to get great plays that people want to come watch. But going to another town 15 miles from home to a theatre... and it taking up so many nights a week and it being so much work, and the feeling of swimming upstream for 8 weeks is not my idea of feeding your passion.
Although I am use to being behind the scenes.. and prefer it actually... I have never felt so isolated. There is a loop in that theatre, and I was never let into it, and because of that, I feel the final project suffered for it.
But, Stars were born! And I am sure they will continue to shine somewhere, even if it isn't at that theatre. Altough I have met some pretty cool cats, I'm ready for it to be wrapped up!
March 25, 2013
I Blinked and Missed Spring Break!!!
Why is it a normal week of work, staying busy and responsibilities drags by but a week off to catch up on fun things goes so fast you never feel like you actually had a break!? I kept very busy for the week, doing lots of different things. First off, we had play practice 8 days during spring break, so it's safe to say that I worked on Play stuff alot of the time. I also worked on some daycare stuff, Taxes, returned phone calls, cleaned house, and went to see my mom for a couple of days. I have come to one conclusion and that is.... I have to no idea how I have time to work!!! :)
My sleeping pattern changed and therefore, today... on my first day back, I am exhausted! I cleared up my crafts for the play last night and was in bed by 10:15... HOWEVER, I did not fall asleep until 3:00! Getting up at 6:00 is going to make this a long day! The only comforting thought with that is most of the people I have talked to are in the same boat! I hate being such a night owl! I even got up early so I would be sleepy enough to go to bed early, but my mistake was relaxing in my bed with Dennis and Matthew while watching a movie and we all fell asleep! I woke up to find even both dogs in the bed with us... UGH!
Well, I have 10 weeks of work ahead. I hope I can get my routine back on! Here's to June 7!!!!!!
My sleeping pattern changed and therefore, today... on my first day back, I am exhausted! I cleared up my crafts for the play last night and was in bed by 10:15... HOWEVER, I did not fall asleep until 3:00! Getting up at 6:00 is going to make this a long day! The only comforting thought with that is most of the people I have talked to are in the same boat! I hate being such a night owl! I even got up early so I would be sleepy enough to go to bed early, but my mistake was relaxing in my bed with Dennis and Matthew while watching a movie and we all fell asleep! I woke up to find even both dogs in the bed with us... UGH!
Well, I have 10 weeks of work ahead. I hope I can get my routine back on! Here's to June 7!!!!!!
March 22, 2013
Busy Busy
I have been too damn busy to write a blog. I mean how busy do you have to be not to have time to sit and write something?!?! Well... I am THAT busy! We now are 3 weeks to opening night on Grease and NOT READY! But what else is new. Isn't all shows not ready until the day AFTER opening night?!?! Maybe those are just MY shows! :)
We will be though, cause I am working their butts off! We have all kinds of extra practices and they work very hard on their own as well. I think I might have some perfectionists in the cast! :) Either that or some people with some serious OCD and they might need medication!
Battles are getting fewer and farther between... some things backfire and some don't. I laugh at the ones that don't, and kick myself for the ones that do. I still have to find a stinking light and sound guy. I am NOT tech friendly.....cause I tried to do it all tonight plus take notes and keep the cast of 30 on track! I was playing songs that weren't even in the play!!! I swear.... THIS is why I am tired!
I would like to enjoy the couch and a home cooked meal soon... 3 weeks! THREE WEEKS!
We will be though, cause I am working their butts off! We have all kinds of extra practices and they work very hard on their own as well. I think I might have some perfectionists in the cast! :) Either that or some people with some serious OCD and they might need medication!
Battles are getting fewer and farther between... some things backfire and some don't. I laugh at the ones that don't, and kick myself for the ones that do. I still have to find a stinking light and sound guy. I am NOT tech friendly.....cause I tried to do it all tonight plus take notes and keep the cast of 30 on track! I was playing songs that weren't even in the play!!! I swear.... THIS is why I am tired!
I would like to enjoy the couch and a home cooked meal soon... 3 weeks! THREE WEEKS!
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