Feeling Guilty

ACK!  I can't shake the guilty feeling.  It is ridiculous to have this emotion at this stage in my life.  I have literally worked since I was 15.  I have worked while I was raising two kids by myself, and I have ran a business and worked in the home and volunteered my time, and made all those football games and cheer leading competitions... I have been so busy my whole motherhood life that finally when I can slow down some... I feel guilty.  I love to be home... but I am so on top of things... my house works stays done and I have very little to do.  I feel like I should go back to work, but I dont' really want to work for someone else.  I tried that.  It was LAME!  I think I will try to turn my passions into some money making ideas.  Maybe this way I will feel less guilty about getting to stay home!