I have been too damn busy to write a blog. I mean how busy do you have to be not to have time to sit and write something?!?! Well... I am THAT busy! We now are 3 weeks to opening night on Grease and NOT READY! But what else is new. Isn't all shows not ready until the day AFTER opening night?!?! Maybe those are just MY shows! :)
We will be though, cause I am working their butts off! We have all kinds of extra practices and they work very hard on their own as well. I think I might have some perfectionists in the cast! :) Either that or some people with some serious OCD and they might need medication!
Battles are getting fewer and farther between... some things backfire and some don't. I laugh at the ones that don't, and kick myself for the ones that do. I still have to find a stinking light and sound guy. I am NOT tech friendly.....cause I tried to do it all tonight plus take notes and keep the cast of 30 on track! I was playing songs that weren't even in the play!!! I swear.... THIS is why I am tired!
I would like to enjoy the couch and a home cooked meal soon... 3 weeks! THREE WEEKS!
March 22, 2013
March 7, 2013
Shit will Fall Off you if you Piss me OFF
I don't get made often... but when I do... I am somewhat........ mean. What is with all the rude people these days. Hows does your lack of effort cause it to be my fault. I don't think so. But as Dawson said in Roadhouse...It's time to be nice...until its not time to be nice. My alarm is fixing to go off...
Lazy people can't have OCD
I have felt a bit lazy lately... even though I am always busy doing something. After all no rest for the wicked! And I like to stay busy. I often have more then one iron in the fire. But I can be a bit lazy when it comes to the same old chores every day! I mean.... didn't I JUST pick up the living room or put laundry up!?!
And I use to think I was superstitious and that is why I did things over and over until they were right, or until it felt right. I would even think... I have to walk around this three times, or I have to let it ring 5 times, or I had to fold it just right.... or bad things will happen. I remember thinking how stupid it was, but I had to do it just the same.
The other day, while making my bed it had to be just right. I was running late and my rational mind was saying... you don't have time for this, while I still took my time to get it just right! Then it hit me. Lazy people can't have OCD... it takes to much effort to try to be perfect! With OCD, you do things over and over and a lazy person doesn't even want to do it once!
So now which is better, being lazy or OCD... oh great a new worry! I'm a hypochondriac!!!
And I use to think I was superstitious and that is why I did things over and over until they were right, or until it felt right. I would even think... I have to walk around this three times, or I have to let it ring 5 times, or I had to fold it just right.... or bad things will happen. I remember thinking how stupid it was, but I had to do it just the same.
The other day, while making my bed it had to be just right. I was running late and my rational mind was saying... you don't have time for this, while I still took my time to get it just right! Then it hit me. Lazy people can't have OCD... it takes to much effort to try to be perfect! With OCD, you do things over and over and a lazy person doesn't even want to do it once!
So now which is better, being lazy or OCD... oh great a new worry! I'm a hypochondriac!!!
February 27, 2013
A shell of who I was
Growing old watching my mother grow old. Totally new to me. To all of us I imagine. I watch my friends become grandparents, and I think where am I at? I feel the same, yet different. I know I am the same person, but yet not. So strange to find a place in the world after your done with another place. It's like we are shedding our skin. Baby... shed..... child.... shed....teenager.... shed..... young adult, mother, care giver...... shed.... now what? I feel like a locust. the shell is the same, but where am I?
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