3:00 A.M.

I'ts 3:00 in the morning and I am wide awake.  The reason?    I took a 2 hour nap on the couch after work.  I didn't even know I was tired.  Dennis and I have been watching Shameless and he was getting caught up with where I was so I just dozed right off.  Now I'm awake and getting far ahead of him again. .....

I see a vicious cycle forming.

Birthday

Friday was my birthday and my Facebook was lit up all day with notifications from my friends! Thank you so much for making my birthday more awesome then it had a right to be! 55 is a crazy age man! When did this happen!? Why do I still feel like I’m suppose to be 23!?! Well none of us get out of this alive so I’m gonna rock my 55th year and count my blessings! Concentrate on improving and be glad I’m still here to enjoy life! Thank you for making me feel special

Ideas gone Blank....

Every day I have something to say.  I have valid points to make and I talk to myself in the car!  Then, at night when the house is quiet, I get giddy with the idea that I can finally sit down and play on my blog only to realize my mind is completely clear... except for the sounds of crickets!

I even jot down notes throughout the day, or tell them to my apple watches microphone, but then can't understand them or can figure out what the root of the idea was.....

I need a better system.

LIberated from Bullies!

I am a member of a certain group online. Like most of us are I suppose.  We join groups to feel like we belong, or that we have stuff in common with.  We join them for advice or support.  Most of the members are helpful and kind, but some of them are royal bitches.  I'll admit, typed words can often be misconstrued and emphasis are put on words by the reader, so basically, there is alot lost in translation. 

Anyway I posted on something early this morning that several other people had already committed on,but some of the snooty patooties didn't agree with what I said... (even though the post asked for opinions... went all after me and I kind a left it alone all day because you know... it’s my birthday I got stuff to do...

Anyway.... I come back in tonight and I’m thinking I’m gonna check Facebook.  I haven’t really checked it all day, so I'm seeing a lot of "happy birthdays" and what not...  I go on to that group facebook page and I can see where an entire thread is just the same three girls talking on my post  even though a few other people are  basically saying the same thing I said, but they are sticking to being bitches to just me. 

I decided because this sort of thing happens a lot in this particular group, to report it.  After the admin reads the posts she kicks them all of the group... and to be honest,  I have  never felt so liberated and good about a decision in my life!  So what if I am a nark!  Bullies are not welcome at any age!

Botox STAT!

Today was my birthday so all day I have felt special.  Katie went all out for my day like she usually does... The staff always contributes and get me awesome stuff.  Turning a year older with these women in my life has been easier to do.  Tonight, Dennis took me to eat a steak and one of my staff was there with her husband.  They sent a birthday dessert over to the table and it was icecream!  How can you go wrong with that!

My computer was covered with crunch bars and I had several balloons tied to my chair.  THere were 55 flyers of me all over the daycare saying I was 75!  And people where like..... You're not really 75 right!?!? 

Calling for botox and fillers first thing in the morning!!!