BAMM SUCKER!

I love to write with an attitude!  It cracks me up to put my thoughts into words and not worry about pissing anyone off.  It is a freedom I didn't have for about 13 years.  But I have it now!  I was thinking today about that.  Thinking about how I don't really care about stuff, but then I do.... and as confusing as that sounds, it holds truth.  Basically, if I don't really care about something then I am like... "who cares"... and I just roll with the flow.  But if something gets under my skin or rubs me wrong... it festers.  Then I get pissed, and then I turn vindictive.  Funny how it isn't always instantaneous, but gradual.  Hmm, makes me think my ex husband may not have been as stupid as I originally thought.  He use to always say I was vindictive. lol  But I learned to keep my head and my cool when things upset me and until recently I haven't had the opportunity to explore those hidden emotions.  I am just thinking one day they will pop out like a giant monster and scare the crap out of some poor unexpecting person that rubbed me the wrong way...  and then it's BAMM SUCKER!  Well... I guess they should have thought of repercussions before they pissed me off! LOL