A Love/Hate Relationship with Writting

So I have been busy writing a 3rd book in my Southampton Series books.  I have been editing one, while writing another one.  I have also been writing a book for my kids for Christmas this coming year.  It has left me very little time, energy or ideas one what to blog about.  But I am working at the computer non stop it seems!  Why I feel the need to write and get words on paper is strange to me.  But I am just following my whims.  I have written all my life though.... I have a diary from when I was 15, then 19, then several things here and there over the years.  I have blogged for year!  Probably a decade or more.  I have written three books to date and have plans for at least 3 more that have been started.  I have a love hate relationship with it.  I want it done now and have to remind myself I am not in a hurry! lol  This is strictly for fun.  Now say that over and over until you believe it!