Is my time wasted here?

I often write my feelings down in my blog and I printed out two books. I didn’t print went out for 2021 because I didn’t have a lot of entries and I don’t know that anyone will read this. I started the blog years and years ago just to have a place to unwind and put things on paper that bothered me. I don’t really want it to be a bitch fest I just wanted it to be something I could look back on and reflect how I felt in different times of my life. 

I think it’s time for me to start putting my feelings down again so that I can reflect on them as my mind is forgetting a lot of things lol.

I spent Mother’s Day at home Matthew came to see me and bought me an ice cream maker and Katie and then made me dinner and brought it to me and I got to eat with their cute little loving family. He made me jambalaya and I love that stuff. Maybe I should’ve been Kasian. Anyway I had a really good Mother’s Day and got to visit with my sweet children. 

I snuck off to Hobby lobby a couple of weeks ago and I bought a windmill that I had been wanting to go in our backyard and told Dennis that it was my Mother’s Day present lol but I sure do enjoy it and he would’ve never thought to buy it for me.