In sickness and in health they weren’t kidding

It’s really easy to take these vows when you’re young and vibrant.  Your whole life in front of you and you’ve got health and stamina muscle tone. Last couple years have been hard on me healthwise …not anything major but very trying. First I had LPR which is burning of the esophagus where is Spinctor doesn’t wanna work … let’s heart burn go up your throat and burns your voice box.  No more signing for me.  I lost and entire octave of notes.  Hurts!!  lost about 20 lbs during that process so that was a plus

2nd thing was Vertigo!  Practically all of 2018 but I think I’ve got it kind of mapped out a little bit and then if I get a vertigo episode.  I kind of know what to do and I don’t freak out as bad. I had PTSD from it though.  

Then menopause hits and I’m like we’re gonna try hormone replacement therapy.  I don’t think that was a very good idea because after I went to the pellet my uterine lining went from what is supposed to be which is 4 mm to 11.6 mm. So they had to do a DNC and in the process that somethings going on with my uterus,  my bladder goes to shit!  It’s the most painful thing I’ve ever gone through including childbirth.  

Dennis has been nothing but supportive through everything I’ve had. I think it’s important that when you’re young and dumb and getting married you should remember that these vows mean something and I would not have made it through these last few weeks without Dennis. I feel sorry for those who don’t have this because I really don’t know how to survived.