Purgatory?

The other day I blogged about needing a fork cause I was done.... well.... today I need a knife... so I can stab myself!!!!  The year as a whole went by pretty fast, I mean wasn't it just Christmas?  Sure doesn't feel like I got my ipod 5 months ago..... But since Spring Break I feel as if it is going is SLO MO!  Today is the Seniors last day of school.  I will miss the little buggers that sit in my office daily and make my life here easier.  For that reason I am sure the rest of my time here will take forever!  Is this purgatory?

Stick a fork in me cause I am DONE!

Oh my HECK!  I am ready for some lazy days and late reading nights!  Company on the back porch and movie nights with my kids on the couch!  I am ready to date my husband!!  I need R&R in the worst way and I need to have time to heal my poor body from this sickness I have had to put up with for 9 months!   I am ready to organize and clean my house.  And I am ready to write!!!  I am ready for my SUMMER BREAK!  I really like that it will spill over into the fall! ;)  I don't go back to work until Sept! 

Big Annoucement!

We are opening a Daycare in September!  So that means I am either out of my mind or a glutten for punishment!  Either way... it's happening.  I am excited and nervous!  Ready and NOT ready all at the same time!  The architect and I went over some last minute things, and now comes the blue prints.  First order of business was to get my L.L.C Papers and to name it.  The name is A Child's Garden.  WHICH is what I wanted to name my other daycare but couldn't because it was already an existing business in Edmond.  (A greenhouse business) This summer I get to buy TOYS!  I have missed buying toys!!! lol

I have been working on the website and it is killing me! lol  I am trying to make sure all bases are covered, T's are crossed and i's dotted.  I want to give enough information, but not overwhelm them or confuse anyone. I am very picky and it never seems quite right!  It'll get there.

I have enjoyed the last three years off from daycare, but truth be told, I always missed it.  It's just where I belong.   I thought when I sold my other one that I would have the feeling of a huge weight off my chest.  I never felt that.  I did feel alot of regret!  Weird!  I have done a lot of growing over the last three years and alot of reflecting.  And I have always worked.... I thought being a stay home mom for Matthews high school years would be where it was at... NOT!  I can't sit home!  Depression sets in! 

I think I can definitely hone in on where my weaknesses where in my other center and not have the weaknesses in this one.  Keeping business separate from friendships will be hard, but I know it is a must.

Count down

I have 19 days left of work then then I am off until September!!!!! WOOT WOOT!    Been a long rough year health wise.  I am hoping I am getting stronger!

Not Cool this 3 a.m.!

I woke up at 3:00 a.m.  3:00!!!!  What happens at 3:00 a.m that I needed to be wide away for?!?  Nothing that's what!  I roll over that make sure I have an "A-OKAY" text from Katie saying she was at home, in bed and safe.  then I notice my sister left me a message, so I write her back... next thing I know we are having an entire conversation!  For like one hour! 

I never did go back to sleep, though I should get an A for EFFORT!  I tossed and turned and tried new pillows.  I did really well all day though, kept busy and did my job.... now that I am home I am fighting sleep!  I really don't want to waste my evening time off sleeping so I am struggling.  I would rather sleep at work!