Surgery Ahead

My sweet husband is going to have surgery on Tuesday on his left arm rotator cuff.   I am a nervous wreck about it. He doesn't seem to have a care in the world.  Although he did say out of the blue he was going to cancel it cause it didn't want to do it. :( 

I don't like medical procedures or other people to be have that much power of my life.  I took off work for the week, but I am sure I will be there from time to time.  I just want to be available to Dennis should he need me.  He acts like he will be fine and out doing yard work.  I can hear his whines now though.  It's better I cleared my calendar incase then be at work and him unable to care for himself with his one good arm.